welcome home

well its been a minute or two since ive postedt. i cant believe how long its been, nor do i feel like taking the time to figure it out. i never know what day it is or when the weekend is coming, but i do know what the date is. ive come to an agreement with myself that i dont really need to know what day of the week it is, but when the weekend is coming because thats usually when my work week ends.

you try working third shift and tell me that you wouldnt get confused on what day it is.

Anyways, life hasnt been too bad lately. ive been working a lot, but that means im bringing the cash money...yes i just said cash money. i guess that i would say my life is going good because for once in a great while, i wouldnt say that i am completely happy with where my life is, but at the same time im not completely disappointed. i know where i want to be and how to get there, but for now im doing what im doing with what i am doing. i have a good friend group around me and i like where i sit. i dont know what else to add to this so if you're lucky i might just continue it another day or just wait and write a whole new one.

the bittersweetness of those chilly fall nights

so here i sit in my friends living room watching a movie on tv, listening to music, and syncing my newest so called toy, the ipod touch. i will say that i miss hanging out with all of my friends in the city of fort wayne, but i guess working at home and taking classes isnt all that bad. i like having a free place to stay and being able to open the fridge or pantry and have something to eat at my leisure. having a job is nice too due to the enabling factor that it allows me to buy what i want and enjoy my time, such as going to chicago for concerts and buying new toys, such as the ipod touch. i never saw myself owing one, but i felt like it wouldnt hurt to invest in something new for myself. i really need to get some sleep so im not walking around chicago like a risen zombie today so this is all i have for now so enjoy their nights and get some sleep.

the joys of history class

so here i sit in history class bored out of my mind and it only began 23 mins ago. i should probably be paying attention, but i cant seem to bring myself to it. the kid to my right is taking notes on his computer and posting them as his facebook status and the kid on my right is sneaking out a graphic novel, aka comic book, and pretending to pay attention, but obviously is not.

i really do love learning about history, but this class is slowly dragging me away from my liking and furthermore taking more history classes.

i have this thing where i start to lose care of things and it eventually gets to the point of no return.

its easy to resist, but requires initiative on my part and sometime i just don't care.

to be completely honest all i can think about currently is the time and when break will be upon me. i dont usually leave class early, but am considering it today due to my boredom.

living the life

WOW! its been some time since i've done this sort of thing and a friend recently got me interested again. ive had a lot that ive wanted to write/type down, but havent taken the time, don't ask me why because im currently unsure of the answer.

so the summer wasnt too awful. i had a lot of fun, but as it came to an end and school started up the fun slowly dwindled down and it was time to start focusing on my studies and work.

i wouldnt say that this is so much of a bad thing, because after all i should care about school due to the fact that i'm paying for it.

anyways, since school has started back up life hasnt been too bad. i started helping out with sunday school at my church and met the girl i am presently dating and so far its going pretty good. ive never met a girl like her before and she intrigues me to get to know her better and figure out. i would say that i have somewhat of a psychological mindset and i can usually read people, almost like picture books, but some people are very difficult to read; therefore making me more interested in figuring them out, as she has. on other aspects of my life recently, i have been working at an orthopedic plant all summer and currently am still working there. its not the most exciting job and it happens to be at night, but i do enjoy it and the people i work with. i think this is all i have to say for now, and im sure that more will come to mind later, but im not going to post it.